Adishri

Is judgement my companion? Like a guard I use to protect myself from people. But isn’t judgement stopping me from receiving a perception of me through the eyes of another? Am I then too proud and too set in my ways to know that I… Read more: The invisible judge and designated jury

Such an odd thing to be aware of who you are and what your thoughts are telling you to be.  In my counselling class this morning, I reunited with an elderly gentleman who seemed to remember me for my random act of kindness towards him… Read more: The self and the expression

I use the experience of having friends from all age groups to tell you that we all have a common core struggle and I’m beginning to sniff out the enemy. Forming a connection is a choice, but are we aware of the choices we’re making?… Read more: Loneliness is Timeless-So is True Friendship

It started at 13, this strange pull towards a new girl in the apartment. Little did I know it was the beginning of a huge karma cycle for my sexuality. Now at 27, I have arrived at the truth that I may have never really… Read more: Am I into women? Or is my trauma into women?

As I walked into the temple of Shani Mahadev, I was reminded of all the lessons he pinned on my destiny in the past 7 years. They were painful and sometimes impossible to comprehend, but they were also relieving like an illness leaving my body. … Read more: Life with Shani Mahadev

For years I found pleasure at the press of a button. A video played and two, sometimes few strangers put on a little skit before peeling each others clothes off. The skits would vary on my taste for the day, maybe even the time and… Read more: Between Genders and the In-between

A majority of my day, goes in silence. I wake up to a loud ringing that kills the silence of the room, where I lay motionless in an imaginative world for a few hours. What force it takes, to switch from an altered reality, to… Read more: Silent Freedom

I find it hard to communicate my mind through my mouth. I try a lot but somehow I remain a stranger to the closest people in my life because I never know how to let them in. It’s not something I do intentionally, my mind… Read more: Present Mind